It cracks your pride. It shrouds your sense. It crumples your heart, Till it slowly crushes & bleeds. Yet still you succumbed to it foolishly, putting on a mask - knowingly it's an ugly cycle. When will you ever learn?
It hurts. Getting my eyes & pillow wet is just a norm lately... But well! Everyday is a new day!
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Click for full view! (Warning: Anatomically incorrect male half-nudity lol)... Eerrmmmm, there is NO idea in this sketch. It doesn't represent/tell anything. Just another half-nekkid random girly dude. Yes. I'm ashamed on the anatomy part TBH *sucks* Some acquaintances do ask if I drew anything new.. Hmm, apart from these sketches... I really don't have any decent ones... to show....... Eheh..........
Some songs that lately loops on my WMP ♥
• Radiohead - Let Down
• We Are Scientists - Hoppipola (Sigur Ros' cover)
I take this as an acoustic take of the original & I love it ^^
• The Dubliners - The Rocky Road to Dublin.
This caught my attention from the Sherlock Holmes movie (ring fighting scene). Banjo + Irish English = I'm in!
Off to Tioman this weekend for company trip... ..Sorta, alittle, I guess- that I'm worried about the small aircraft flight journey.. (the only thing I love about plane flights are its take-off & landing moments..) But "propeller plane" sounds interesting; Of course, I guess turbulence is inevitable... Gawrsh.....
Some don't. Some really don't. Prolly never; You can hope for it, work long for it, starve for it & yet it's far away within reach. Some just had it within a snap of a finger. Karma? Welcome to the world! But of course, it's better getting it eventually later, than never aye?
Had a chat with a friend concerning owning a place of our own. Yeah who doesn't? It has been considered, thought of, & discussed before with another close friend of mine from time to time, & whenever I'm alone & thinking while staring into the dark; HOW am I doing this -This often depress & intimidate my very own self. I'd kept asking myself, HOW the HELL would you ever get to own one with your current meagre salary? -It's a spike hammered into my 'optimism' with one strike, cracking it.
Less whining, more effort.
Yes yes yes.
District 9
Total watches = 5. Hope I could conveniently keep the blu-ray disc to myself permanently, but I'm an honest person after all; hence I'm gonna get the special-ed DVD once I get the chance. Sharlto Copley isn't just an impressive new actor, he's hilarious in his own cool way too - The finger-nail joke certainly caught me off-guard *is naive* And did I mention I'm always impressed with how they successively portray/create Christopher's expressions with only his EYES (as well as his adorable son.. yesh, HOW did they make an ugly-looking insectoid so friggin' adorable?) ;__;
Avatar (3D)
Is indeed worth it. No gimmicks, it's purely the idea of immersing the audience into the movie. I like Sam Worthington's voice though. Here's some thoughts:
• the idea of flying-creatures hits me like some sort of cars. So Jake screwed up, he went & brought back the most legendary flying-creature (e.g. Porsche), & everyone swooned (forget + forgive) over him when they just had a normal ride (e.g. Proton).
• That thing at the end of their braids = USB port (creepy though). It's a nice creative idea IMO, wish we had that in RL.
• Why didn't their guardian deity commence the wild-life attacks EARLIER? That could've saved a whole bunch of Na'vis.
• Pandora reminds me of Sholazar Basin (WoW) & its night scene of Macalania Forest (FFX) IMO.
• I hate the 3D glasses since I don't have a high nose. This' unrelated to the movie though.
A couple of David vids from his Christmas tour (Anaheim):
♥ Sigh
Total watches = 5. Hope I could conveniently keep the blu-ray disc to myself permanently, but I'm an honest person after all; hence I'm gonna get the special-ed DVD once I get the chance. Sharlto Copley isn't just an impressive new actor, he's hilarious in his own cool way too - The finger-nail joke certainly caught me off-guard *is naive* And did I mention I'm always impressed with how they successively portray/create Christopher's expressions with only his EYES (as well as his adorable son.. yesh, HOW did they make an ugly-looking insectoid so friggin' adorable?) ;__;
Avatar (3D)
Is indeed worth it. No gimmicks, it's purely the idea of immersing the audience into the movie. I like Sam Worthington's voice though. Here's some thoughts:
• the idea of flying-creatures hits me like some sort of cars. So Jake screwed up, he went & brought back the most legendary flying-creature (e.g. Porsche), & everyone swooned (forget + forgive) over him when they just had a normal ride (e.g. Proton).
• That thing at the end of their braids = USB port (creepy though). It's a nice creative idea IMO, wish we had that in RL.
• Why didn't their guardian deity commence the wild-life attacks EARLIER? That could've saved a whole bunch of Na'vis.
• Pandora reminds me of Sholazar Basin (WoW) & its night scene of Macalania Forest (FFX) IMO.
• I hate the 3D glasses since I don't have a high nose. This' unrelated to the movie though.
A couple of David vids from his Christmas tour (Anaheim):
♥ Sigh
Why a fierce-looking "2010" and a freaked out half-naked dude? GO FIGURE HEHEHEH... (hint: lookit title post). Okay... half-nakedness is unrelated.
Here's a 2009 Year meme ganked frm Kyou:
1. What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before?
• Went to Tokyo, Japan -One of my lifelong dreams (still have LOADS of it). And would LOVE to return for visits.
• Went to lodge a car accident report.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
• It's almost the same for each year. Can't be too ambitious while having the lack of initiatives?
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
• No
4. Did anyone close to you die?
• My dad's mom. Even though I used to dislike her, I cried a few times.
5. What countries did you visit?
• Japan
6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
• Inspirations & motivations.
Sherlock Holmes
Our group of girls wouldn't miss out a newly released flick of Robert Downey Jr, especially Pea, a fan of both RDJ + Sherlock Holmes. Throughout the movie, I didn't really catch what's the chase for 'Lord Blackwood' was about; prolly I missed out the first few minutes of it. Or I just didn't bother much about it except ogling at RDJ & be amused at the.. close relationship of Sherlock Holmes x Dr.Watson (yeah!! Slash 'em to a BL pairing NAO!!) ♥ *shot* Okay, this paragraph wasn't really much of a review.. Yours truly is happy enough just to watch any new RDJ flicks. SO, to put this simple; anyone's a fan of RDJ or Jude Law or both RDJ & Jude Law, you'd DEFINITELY gotta feast your eyes on this movie ♥ Not to forget, there's a number of interesting theme songs, especially the banjo ones.
Merry Crapmas 2009
-is just like any other crappy days (oh excuse the emoism). I didn't get any Christmas gifts (who'd wanna give me one anyway) and I didn't get myself any either (even I myself didn't get myself one) *sad* If a couple of short pants & a new swim wear counts... Did I get anyone Christmas gifts? Yeah I did. I got a book for someone that turns out he has read it before *sigh..* One's still waiting to be given away since she's busy to receive it perhaps... And a shirt for someone special that I really took some time & energy (walking around the mall) for it; I'd admit I did hope for something like a gift or treat from this person too, but it seems "friends don't give presents to each other" is the friendship philosophy I THINK? While my hints of 'hey I want something from you too you get it?' were mistaken for something regarding about life commitment instead - I seriously wasn't thinking about THAT. Is it SO friggin' impossible for you to do something for me? A verbal concern or thought at least? SOMETHING that tells me that I'm not invisible to you? A question of "Hey what you doing for tonight or Xmas" wouldn't hurt? AH WHAT THE HEY... I get myself fired up by just typing this.
I hate the characteristic traits of a Virgo, & being one myself.
YES I DO AGREE WITH (some) ASTROLOGICAL PERSONALITY READINGS! LAUGH & BE IGNORED.
I don't like Christmas in Malaysia. It's a month I'd gladly be in Melbourne instead for some reason. I didn't celebrate Xmas eve, neither Xmas day itself. I've felt enough idiocy lately. Sigh.
Our group of girls wouldn't miss out a newly released flick of Robert Downey Jr, especially Pea, a fan of both RDJ + Sherlock Holmes. Throughout the movie, I didn't really catch what's the chase for 'Lord Blackwood' was about; prolly I missed out the first few minutes of it. Or I just didn't bother much about it except ogling at RDJ & be amused at the.. close relationship of Sherlock Holmes x Dr.Watson (yeah!! Slash 'em to a BL pairing NAO!!) ♥ *shot* Okay, this paragraph wasn't really much of a review.. Yours truly is happy enough just to watch any new RDJ flicks. SO, to put this simple; anyone's a fan of RDJ or Jude Law or both RDJ & Jude Law, you'd DEFINITELY gotta feast your eyes on this movie ♥ Not to forget, there's a number of interesting theme songs, especially the banjo ones.
Merry Crapmas 2009
-is just like any other crappy days (oh excuse the emoism). I didn't get any Christmas gifts (who'd wanna give me one anyway) and I didn't get myself any either (even I myself didn't get myself one) *sad* If a couple of short pants & a new swim wear counts... Did I get anyone Christmas gifts? Yeah I did. I got a book for someone that turns out he has read it before *sigh..* One's still waiting to be given away since she's busy to receive it perhaps... And a shirt for someone special that I really took some time & energy (walking around the mall) for it; I'd admit I did hope for something like a gift or treat from this person too, but it seems "friends don't give presents to each other" is the friendship philosophy I THINK? While my hints of 'hey I want something from you too you get it?' were mistaken for something regarding about life commitment instead - I seriously wasn't thinking about THAT. Is it SO friggin' impossible for you to do something for me? A verbal concern or thought at least? SOMETHING that tells me that I'm not invisible to you? A question of "Hey what you doing for tonight or Xmas" wouldn't hurt? AH WHAT THE HEY... I get myself fired up by just typing this.
I hate the characteristic traits of a Virgo, & being one myself.
YES I DO AGREE WITH (some) ASTROLOGICAL PERSONALITY READINGS! LAUGH & BE IGNORED.
I don't like Christmas in Malaysia. It's a month I'd gladly be in Melbourne instead for some reason. I didn't celebrate Xmas eve, neither Xmas day itself. I've felt enough idiocy lately. Sigh.
Not much loots this year. I'm sure I spent LESS. Was (kinda) on a budget & wasn't much in the mood for doujin shopping.. (crowds)..
Thoughts:
• I prefer last year's layout since there was more SPACE for us artist booths & far away from the loud stage.
• The dude that came to our booth for the Wishlist was.... hmm, adorable ^^;
• Unexpectedly, I got called up to the stage for the written Wishlist. Had a hard time making my way frm the booth up to the stage while the emcees rapping up my name... (gimme a mask already) All that for a pair of kuso-looking octopus keychain.. Har harrr~ Nope, this isn't a complain.
• There're certainly more crossdressers this year? >8D
• Cosplayers that attracts me = SANJI. He's sooo menyampah in a good way ♥ We were tailgating him outside the hall since Miaow wanted a photo.
• HOW's YUE SALES? Well, it's an OH KAY. I think.. *not involved in counting stock*
• Overall it's always a nice pleasure to meet everyone once again this year (we usually meet once in a year on CF yeah?) It's like an ol' tradition we've been keeping since 2002 ;__; But this year's CF is special; I've not been with so many friends (& close friends) before within the same day ^_^ Thank you.
• I still can't do sales tho *fail*
The entire last week totally drained my energy & concentration. But it was pleasant. The day after CF was certainly sucky.
On a random moment with my retired dad:
>Dad: Did you know I made a bread with MILO in it for you?
>Me: Uh... *thinks* yeah. Why?
>Dad: No. Just asking if you'd know.
My dad usually make 2 slice of bread for me to take to work. I didn't ask for it, but dad did it himself anyway. I have no idea what's with the Milo bread today (I like Milo tho) Prolly dad just wanna create a conversation. Mom was then telling me what did dad made for her kindergarten kids; a few sliced hard cylinder board, wrapped with old IKEA pages *smirks* which actually looks cool when it's all stacked up. So mom was telling that it's useless unless he's making it into a pencil holder. Currently all that craft are kept in a plastic bag. I feel sorry for dad's efforts ó_ò;
